Due to an accident, Jin lost his memory partially and temporarily since 1997 . As memory is always associated with abilities, Jin also lost many abilities, which means he had become another person since 1997, a person that has much lower intelligence than the original Jin.
After the accident, Jin felt that everything seemed to be a little different and strange than before, sadly it was completely ignored by his family and others(people thought it was just Jin’s characteristics or changes which are common in one’s adolescence) and psychologist is rare at that time(a psychologist could easily recognize that something huge had happened to Jin in 1997 which is neurological rather than psychological). Jin also started to convince himself tragically that it is normal, and started a journey that was much harder than healthy people for about twenty years.
In these twenty years, Jin fight and fight, and things became harder and harder as his brain is exhausted again and again, finally in late 2016 he could hardly do anything, even those easy daily activities in life, which he could do with no great effort in the past twenty years. In early 2017 Jin felt like deep in the hell and there was no clear evidence whether things will get better or how long it will last. Fortunately things get clearer after 2017 summer and much better after 2017 winter, Jin could do many daily activities without big help from others since then.
Now most of Jin’s memory and ability has recovered and is still recovering which is a natural and irreversible process(Jin is taking some medicine which is supplementary). As Jin’s disease is known by more and more people, Jin gets more support than before.
Jin is not sure how long this recovery process will last. As a person loved and blessed by so many people these years, he wants to record his findings and views about the world here.
04/14/2020
Jin